What a week!

Well I got my scores back from my Unit three exams and I finally did better than the average of the class! I am finally getting into the swing of things here. On sadder notes, my hubby did not get the job we hoped for so now we are getting a little stressed about him finding a job. I got back and forth on feeling bad for him and angry at him for not listening to me when I told him that it would be hard to find a job and he should have started applying while he was still in Virginia. He wants to re-enlist but that would mean leaving me and my son. Besides it breaking my little boys heart, it would make med school damn near impossible for me. It is too much work, and I cannot do it all on my own. I told him that if he left that I was not sure I would be here waiting for him. I am just so frustrated with this economy and that his first instinct is always to leave. He did that while in the military..every time we needed money or we were arguing alot he would volunteer for a deployment! This is probably the first time I have ever really put my foot down on something, so I think it is a bit of a shock for him (normally I am very laid back) but to make it worse his mother (who I do not get along with) is telling him that re-enlisting is probably his best bet!!! What does she expect me to do? Go to school, study 3-4 hours a day, manage a house (including lawnwork) take care of my son, and still maintain my grades and sanity? Not a chance that would even happen! I would probably have a mental breakdown. With all the help I have now I cry at least 2x a week from the stress! I am just going to continue to pray and trust that God will provide Bill with a wonderful job that fulfills all our needs. 

Thanks for listening to me vent! : ) Until next time!!